On That Daily
Grilled Cheese Sandwitches
Hmm, lets see. Spring Break started off pretty good. One thing kind of killed it for me, but i’m trying my hardest for it not to get the best of me. If I know, and learn one thing from this its that your nothing to me, but the past. So text me, call me all you want. Your not going to get a rise out of me. Love is so confusing? I’m not even sure if at this age, we’ve had enough life expirences to know what “Love” even is. Whatever, I’m in no rush to find it, as long as one day, I actually do. Spring Break weather? Sucky, it started of nice and sunny, now its like cloudy, which is so ironic since its always sunny here. Ive just realized that time goes by so fast, when you dont have anything to do. I should have something to do, I just dont have the Umph to get up, and get ready. Im not lazy, I swear. Just not motivated right now. Comp tomorrow, to bad I’m terrified. I heard the lighting is really hard to see, so god give me hands! Ive been in the mood as of late to play some sonic for nintendo! I have always loved that game. Im going to go out now.
Soggie Tissues
Well I guess its been along time since Ive written on here. I’m not very different or whatever, just different things going on in my life. Ive been chilling with a different crowd, hopefully they’re as great as they seem, so far so good. Ive learned not to judge a book buy its cover though, yeah I know awful cliche but whatever. So I’m feeling alittle used lately. Guys, whatever you do, don’t just say things to girls because you know thats what they want to here. I’m starting to wonder if there’s any of those good guys left on earth, another cliche line, I know bare with me. There’s only one guy I know that I can actually say would give two shits about what I think, and the sadder part is it’s neither my brothers, or my father. Thanks by the way for being a good friend-guy, I’m thinking you know who you are, yet you’ve pointed out that its hard for you to actually realize when someone is trying to state the obvious. Ive been thinking alot about my future lately. I dont understand why everyone’s itching to get out of San Diego? I personally love it. Its always Sunny, there’s always something to do, and we have pretty bomb mexican food =) Im staying in SD as long as I can.
Rehersal, Oh Rehersal.
Today we had sectionals, that were suprisingly okay today. We took out the mat and worked on some stuff that needed to be cleaned. We also did a couple of run throughs. Im so scared of weapon. It frightens me, no joke. Like I’m scared of letting my team down ;/ But I gotta do what I gotta do. So basically we learned some sabre work today, I love Blades (: favorite tosses. We also saw Varsitys show, so nice. They’ve been working hard, so it should be (: I love them, they’re cute. Well today was just alright. Nothing special, Its supposed to rain tomorrow. Once again- I feel so FARRRR from my bestfriend, we don’t even really talk like we used to. It makes me sad. Then again thats why I never use that title bestfriend, because it hurts that much more when you loose them. So I’d love to say- whatever about it, but she’s more than that- more like a sister, I’d do anything for her. On a lighter note, JAMIE LEE ! I’m soooo proud of you, and I miss you more than anyone ! Your my favie, and good luck charm! Always remember that girl! Well, I’m exausted. So this blog ends here.
Bless; & Stay Up
Destiney
Inauguration of the First Black President in America.
Today, I watched it. As I lay on my comfy couch- weak by the sickness I had caught the day before I lay in awe. Not only could I not believe this would never happen, but that I, would be able to watch this with my own two eyes. It was a unbelieveable feeling. It almost felt as if I were not in my body. As if I were watching from above. I could feel the love- I could feel all of the machers, protestors, and most importantly people as Dr. Martin Luther King, and Rosa Parks smiling from up above. Not because President Obama is an African American man, but that he is able to lead the plan and Theme of all of these motivational speakers preached about Hope. I am proud to be able to live in a generation were we can have a African American president. Not only does it show that times are changing- but that we have finally started to grow as a nation. We are now growing- and as we continue to grow, we can smile, smile to our neighboors, now we can finally say we have the nessisary tools, and people to grow. The world feels different, its not that “everythings perfect again” feeling, just that type of feeling you get when you move into a new house, you are as excited as you are scared. Excited for new things, and more oppurtunites, but scared because nothing is the same, you don’t have that same feeling. In the end- you grow, grow to better things- or slip into worse things, but at the end of that move-your just that much more stronger. So as I watch the people around me- a weigh has been lifted off of our chest, and we have all taken a big sigh of relief, for we now know that anything in this general, this day January Twentyth Two Thousand Nine, that anything is possible.
Bless; & Stay Up
Destiney
Best Friends?
I miss how close we used to be- even if we were up to no good.
We used to finish eachother sentences, and laugh at nothing for hours, upon hours, I know were still close, but something is missing- I need your help to find it, promise?
Bless; & Stay Up
Destiney
Change?
So we all here this talk about change right? With the new- soon to be president Obama, all we can hope for is change. I mean don’t get me wrong I’m not saying America is horrible, and all that ish, just that things could be better. I mean we shouldn’t have people, familys being evicted from the only house they’ve known because they can’t afford rent- due to wage cuts, or closures of workplaces. We shouldn’t have kids on the street selling crack just to get their mama that rent check, or little girls doing that deed to help their daddy with the water bill. Lets just hope for change, thats all you need is hope.
On a lighter note…
Its Monday, and 10:48, I’m staying up late because my mom is letting me stay home until the Inauguration is done, so about nine is when Ihaveto be ready to go to school :] So Colorguard has been stressing me out like no joke, I’m going to have a full head of gray hairs by the end of this season. I mean my mom complains, why do I pay so much- to be put under so much pressure- but enough about that subject I don’t wanna say something I shouldn’t.
Well, lets see today I ate dinner/lunch with my friends Sabrina, Fantasia, and The Trinhs. It was good- I mean no major fights- almost? Other than that it was fine. I really miss Maria Ochoa- I mean I see her everyday, but i feel like, shes not there?
My love life- Hmmm there’s nothing really steaming right now. It still kind of feels weird without him but I hope he moves on to good things, he deserves it :] I guess you can say I’m kind of crushing on someone, not sure if its a real one. I mean this has been my first different crush in about 9 months, I’m still deciding if its going anywhere… I guess we’ll see.
I really love my little brother, as I’m writing this I’m watching him figure out a Rubix Cube. I remember when he was learning how to ride a bike, and now he’s 13. He’ll soon be going to High School, and I’m scared to see him grow older- I kindof wanted him to stay 5 or 6 forever. I mean the boy is already taller than me. With him doing football he is gonna get stronger- then handsome then all these hoeswill be on his jock- sorry- I ain’t having that. So if your tryna get at him APLLICATIONS first, please.The time has really passed. I think this year- one of the things I really wan’t to do is be a nicer sister to him, really.
Lastly, School. I’m really into my work as of late. I made this promise with my really good friend Mark that I’d get a 3.0, I know for alot of you its easy, but for me- thats like a 4.0. I mean I’m smart, I know I am, I just have alot of thing my plate, and I let my mind wander. I’m hoping to not have to go to Summer School this year either, and hopefully I won’t.
Okay, I guess this ends here.
Bless; & Stay Up,
Destiney
